When you get those rare moments of clarity, those flashes when the universe makes sense, you try desperately to hold on to them. They are the lifeboats for the darker times, when the vastness of it all, the incomprehensible nature of life is completely elusive. So the question becomes or should have been all along : what would you do if you knew you only had one say or one week or one month to live ? What lifeboat would you grab on to ? What secret would you tell ? What band would you see ? What person would you declare your love to ? What wish would you fulfill ? What exotic local would you fly to for coffee ? What book would you write ?